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ok so....
talked to new boy today... he's still interested...or so he says....
i think I'm trying to find things wrong with him so I can forget about him now without getting truely hurt.
i keep comparing him to dickwad. which isn't fair, i know, but I feel like if new boy shows any signs of the early on stages i should have caught with dickwad.....i don't know.
i really really really like new boy. and that seems weird, cuz i've known him for a while and never even remotly felt like this. i mean, i thought he was cute, but it ended there. thank you dickwad.
i don't want to purposly drive new boy away, or any new boy for that matter. But I feel like if i get hurt again, even a fraction of what dickwad did i'll break.
i feel so fragile sometimes...
*name that movie*
if anyone can correctly guess the following movie from the quote you get 147 points.
"Fraaaageeelay....I think thats french"
"uhhh, I think it's fragile honey"
good luck.
i hope new boy calls tomarrow...cuz if he doesn't i'm gunna start making excuses again on how bad of a person he is. which totally isn't true, i'm just messed up.
i want to share my cigarettes with holly again....
talked to new boy today... he's still interested...or so he says....
i think I'm trying to find things wrong with him so I can forget about him now without getting truely hurt.
i keep comparing him to dickwad. which isn't fair, i know, but I feel like if new boy shows any signs of the early on stages i should have caught with dickwad.....i don't know.
i really really really like new boy. and that seems weird, cuz i've known him for a while and never even remotly felt like this. i mean, i thought he was cute, but it ended there. thank you dickwad.
i don't want to purposly drive new boy away, or any new boy for that matter. But I feel like if i get hurt again, even a fraction of what dickwad did i'll break.
i feel so fragile sometimes...
*name that movie*
if anyone can correctly guess the following movie from the quote you get 147 points.
"Fraaaageeelay....I think thats french"
"uhhh, I think it's fragile honey"
good luck.
i hope new boy calls tomarrow...cuz if he doesn't i'm gunna start making excuses again on how bad of a person he is. which totally isn't true, i'm just messed up.
i want to share my cigarettes with holly again....