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Date was good....
who am i kidding? The date was amazing. I've never felt more attended to in my life. I felt good about myself. I felt like I didn't need to be someone I wasn't. I felt comfertable.
But really? When does this REALLY happen to a girl? To dump her boyfriend and then to have a very handsom 28 year old heir want to take her out for breakfast in a field of dasies? I feel like it's all so surreal.
He's definatly shopping for a wife. And thats what I thought I wanted to be. But after talking to him I realize I heard myself listing off all these things I want to do and havn't told anybody. And he didn't scowl or judge me. He accepted them all. He accepted me.
we'll have to see where this goes...
Is it wrong of me to be happy that after all of this I have the rich amazing man chasing after me and sean has a 16year old slut on his nuts? hahahaha. I find it totally fair. karma is a bitch. fuck you.
In other news...I don't really have other news. I leave for Paris tomarrow and I need to start packing. I spend a week in Paris and then the wonderful Holly joins me and we gallivant our way to Rome and then on to Milan and back to Paris for one last hoorah.
This trip seems surreal. I wont really believe it until we land. accross the pond. eeeeeeeeeeeek. damn I'm excited. about life. I havn't been excited about life in a loooooooong time. What an amazing feeling.
:)
who am i kidding? The date was amazing. I've never felt more attended to in my life. I felt good about myself. I felt like I didn't need to be someone I wasn't. I felt comfertable.
But really? When does this REALLY happen to a girl? To dump her boyfriend and then to have a very handsom 28 year old heir want to take her out for breakfast in a field of dasies? I feel like it's all so surreal.
He's definatly shopping for a wife. And thats what I thought I wanted to be. But after talking to him I realize I heard myself listing off all these things I want to do and havn't told anybody. And he didn't scowl or judge me. He accepted them all. He accepted me.
we'll have to see where this goes...
Is it wrong of me to be happy that after all of this I have the rich amazing man chasing after me and sean has a 16year old slut on his nuts? hahahaha. I find it totally fair. karma is a bitch. fuck you.
In other news...I don't really have other news. I leave for Paris tomarrow and I need to start packing. I spend a week in Paris and then the wonderful Holly joins me and we gallivant our way to Rome and then on to Milan and back to Paris for one last hoorah.
This trip seems surreal. I wont really believe it until we land. accross the pond. eeeeeeeeeeeek. damn I'm excited. about life. I havn't been excited about life in a loooooooong time. What an amazing feeling.
:)