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[completefraud]

My lesson of the week 'never take any pills from your roomates'..... I took two of Cassie Lynns sleeping pills, at 10pm... I was on the couch and she was talking to me and my head apparently just tipped forward and I was out. Her and Darci tried waking me up to get me to bed and I didnt budge. I slept till 12:15 pm the next day (thats 14 hours) when I had to litterally force myself to get up, like I could barely move, I was wrapped in a blanket my eyes all swollen, laying on the couch. I called work to see if I could be late but apparently they were busy so after Cassie asked if I wanted nodoze (shes a walking pharmacy, she pops two or more sleeping pills a night and doesnt even feel the effect), jay if I wanted herbal tea, cassie again telling me to take nodose I forced myself up the stairs where I crash in front of the closet door. cassie comes upstairs to see me laying in front of the closet. It took me so long just to get dressed. I show up to work, and everyone just turns and looks at me and asks whats wrong with me. Basiclly IJ couldnt fully wake up for another 4 or so hours. I was dead. My eyes were swollen for most of the night, I felt like shit, I wanted to curl in a ball and sleep in the corner. Than I stayed up till 2:30 am making fudge. This morning I Had to open the store at 8am, and I was dragging, than I worked till 10:30pm because I was coverning bridgets shift so she could pick her mom up from the bus station. my sleep patterns are so f'ed up. I slept really good when I took the pills, I mean I slept so dead, I dont think I would have budged for anything.......... Im so tired right now, and I have to wake super early hopefully im able to sleep. Im getting massive over time this week, and killing myself in the process. I made fudge kissed candy apples at work, plus two new flavors of fudge..... bannana nut and graham cracker cheesecake.'

mmmmm.

Damn I want to sleep, after 14 hours youd think id be over this kick.