Vitamin C Drops
I am so annoyed right now...or furious or something along those lines. I'm sick, i'm tired, and i'm pretty sure my friends just blew me off(not all of them, just a few). So i like this guy(lets call him guy A), he's pretty cool...then a guy(he'll be guy B) i used to like starts to take interest in me, but i hang out with the other guy-A more and see how much i like him, then there is this other guy(guy C) that is just hott and i told one of my friends that i liked him(with much reluctance), but i really don't i realized i just think he is hott and she got mad at me i think...she says she's not but i know she is. Then she started flirting with the other guy-A i really like and it's pissing me off. She says the other guy-C that i think is hott, would never go for someone like me...what does that mean? That isn't very nice at all and it hurt my feelings way more than i let on. So i call the guy-A i really like and he says that he's hanging out with all of my other friends(notice none of them called me) and that i should come hang out when i get home. So i call the girl who i think is mad at me to see what they are doing when i get home and she barely talks to me and doesn't even tell me to come hang out with them. So now i'm mad/depressed, don't know if this guy-A even likes me, don't know if this girl still likes me, and i'm sitting here alone with a sore throat knowing full well that when i post this all the ppl. involved will know i'm talking about then and try to confront me about it and i'll probably either be wrong or be right and create alot of drama, but you know what? i don't care...i'm too mad and i need to vent, but no one is here to listen. I need someone to hold me, give me chicken soup, and tell me that it doesn't matter if everyone else has abandoned me...because he loves me. Unfortunately i don't see that coming in the near future, so i'm gonna go watch tv and sulk in my loneliness