The day after.
Seriously, I just don't want to feel this sad. Jason is so happy. I know they are taking good care of him, I just miss him so much every single second. Hes been there almost everyday for the last 18 years of my life and now hes not. I woke up this morning and I opened the door to his room and he wasn't there and his room is so empty, but it still smells like him. I put his favorite hat on my head and I missed him even more. I picked up his guitar and strummed it and I'm not gonna get to hear him play it late at night when I'm falling asleep. This has been so much harder than I thought it would be. I just wish I would have told him that I loved him before he left. I couldn't say the words because I didn't want him to see me cry and I knew if I said it I would have cried. I just miss him and thats all I feel.
Christina
Christina