Nov 24, 2006 23:48
Oh my goodness.
I miss you so, so much.
&& it's only been a week since we've talked/seen eachother.
We used to talk almost everyday.
But ever since that night/day, we haven't said one word to eachother.
I told you in the beginning, that no matter what, I never wanted anything to get awkward and/or never have you stop talking to me.
I don't know what I did wrong. I don't know if you're doing this on purpose, just to make things easier. It's definitely not making anything easier for me, though. It's killing me. I've been trying to just forget about it and not think about it and stuff, but it just isn't working anymore. I give up on that....
I think about you every single day. I even thought about you in New Orleans. (Which was fun for the most part, btw; more on that to come)
It's making me edgy, or something. I blew up on my sister and got in a huge fight with her, not even realizing that she needed me. Now we're not even talking, but I can tell she needs to talk.
I really hope things are okay when we see eachother on Monday.
annie,
hurt,
new orleans,
raul,
sarah sitcov,
sarah,
sad,
manuel,
michelle