You hold the knife, I'll clutch the arm

[comotosejournal]

I bring it upon myself , really. I don't have to drudge up these memories and issues.. i could just ignore them. continue to ignore them like i have been for the past [months, years].
But no..they resurface.
again
and again
and i "deal with them"
again
and again
....
thanks for your so called advice.

hah.

fuck it, im running away and not comming back until I am rich and successful and powerful and...[happy].and the rest of will be insanly jealous.