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I never blocked Josh from my instant messenger. It was nice seeing him sign in and out so that I could know that he was still alive (he threatened to commit suicide a lot).
Yesterday I got a mass message from him- sent to his whole list- saying he got his financial aid check for 1200 and is planning a trip, and asking if anyone wanted to help him plan it.
I have a lot of mixed feelings. One, I want to contact him and tell him not to come to Texas, that he isn't wanted. You'd think he'd be able to figure that out from my online activity. Considering having a friend do it for me so it is clear he gets the message, without talking to him myself. Cold turkey not talking to him has been very effective at getting him out of my life.
Two, I'm pissed off. I dated him for over a fucking year and he never came to visit me. But whatever. I think we've thoroughly established that he is an asshole.
Yesterday I got a mass message from him- sent to his whole list- saying he got his financial aid check for 1200 and is planning a trip, and asking if anyone wanted to help him plan it.
I have a lot of mixed feelings. One, I want to contact him and tell him not to come to Texas, that he isn't wanted. You'd think he'd be able to figure that out from my online activity. Considering having a friend do it for me so it is clear he gets the message, without talking to him myself. Cold turkey not talking to him has been very effective at getting him out of my life.
Two, I'm pissed off. I dated him for over a fucking year and he never came to visit me. But whatever. I think we've thoroughly established that he is an asshole.