dizziness- stupid
I went to work on feuday and started feeling lightheaded but it wasn't bad so I was like w/e.. specially since they all think im crazy neway.. well i spent the night at steiner's and then i babysat and Stacie had her party thing yesterday.. I was like so dizzy .. like even know(i called in to work and said i wasnt coming) when im sitting around my heart rate drops and stays steady around 57-60bpm where regularly it is somewhere in the 80's then.. when i stand up.. even if i take my time.. i lose all my vision and feel like im gonna collapse. but i dont.. then i get all sweaty and my heart rate levels between 210-230bpm (I have nothing better to do so i've been using the system clock and stuff to figure out the averages :) ) Idk.. but i just feel like sitting around and watching movies cuz nething else really drains my energy.. i thought i was going to pass out in the bathroom while i was brushing my teeth.. but w/e and now im depressed cuz i finished a series show and a movie and both ended with either the main character or main character and his love dyeing.. that totally sucks.. but at least it lowers the standards for suspension of disbelieve. i mean.. when is anything ever perfect? and u might ask.. y am i rambling on and on..??? well even that i dont know but i tell u, if i could do something else.. I'd be a pirate.. you can never go wrong as a pirate... but not a stupid pirate who like gets scurvy and his entire crew dies.. no no.. I'd be a smart pirate.. more or less I'd at least be sure to have someome with knowledge of the ocean on my ship.. yeah.. we'd so kick ass! ~Dale (Btw- from typing my heart rate is about 178.. maybe im like sick... but i have 6absences and 2 tardies in most of my classes....this sucks)