Memories, memories
Some of my favoite Journal Entries:
So tonight I had to go to the ER for what they think is a hernia. Yeah, kinda sucks and it hurts so bad. How the hell did something like this happen? The guy didn't even do anything but play with my nuts for a while. But one thing that amazes me is that Jessica came down to see me! Wow, I've never known someone to care about me as much to come to my aid during a situation like this. She definately made me feel better, though it was kinda embarassing. I've never been to the ER before but when she showed up I just had a feeling of everything is gonna be alright. There is something definatley special about this girl, I mean she actually genuinely cared to come all they way down here this late at night to make sure I was alright. Wow, it is so nice to know that there is someone who cares about you. Lol, towards the end of my little adventure
the doctor was like, "You're gonna have to limit your activity... down there," and gives Jessica this stern look! It was so priceless! Definatley one of the funniest things ever! What an eventful night, I better get to bed.
Or this one:
Jessica did the sweetest thing EVER tonight! She gave me her stuffed elephant that she has had since she was a lil girl so I could feel better and sleep better at night. I hope this doesn't cause her to have bad dreams not having "Ellie" with her at night. She sometimes gets bad nightmares... I like to think that she doesn't get them anymore now that we are together. I like to see her happy, it makes me feel so good when I make her happy too. I really like this girl and I hope nothing ever happens to split us apart. But I don't think anything will because she is such a nice girl and I don't think she would do anything to hurt me and I definatley wouldn't do anything to hurt her. She is the most amazing girl I have ever met. I never thought a girl as wonderful as she even existed. I've never felt for a girl like I do for her, not even Catrina and we had been together for 3 years! Then she went and cheated on me while I was gone. I couldn't believe it, but its good that I found out the real her because now I have the most beautiful, wonderful, caring girl in the world!
Lol, here's a personal favorite:
OMG, we actually KISSED! I'm so high on life right now! I can still feel her lips on mine. OMG what a great kisser too! We had on of our lil "meetings" again and its just great just being near her and talking to her, but the entire time I was looking for an opportunity to lean in for a kiss but never really found one. Feelin kinda down cause I had to go and I never found the opportunity, I decided to give it one last shot. I asked her as I was leaving, "Can I get a goodnight kiss?". She was like, "Yeah." and gave me that smile I like so much and leaned over to me. I was actually kinda expecting a kiss on the cheek so I kinda turned but realized that thats not what she wanted and tried to smoothly turn back to her but totally MISSED!!! Talk about embarrasing as hell! It was AMAZING none the less. Well walking back up here I was thinkin that she must think I'm such a loser missing like that, lol, but she sent me a text saying "I liked that". People say you can tell alot about a person from a kiss. Well I can tell that this one is special and we are gonna be together for quite a long time. There definatley was something about this kiss that wasn't there in any other girl. True Love? Hopefully but who knows? Well I'm done for tonight she might call me soon.
So tonight I had to go to the ER for what they think is a hernia. Yeah, kinda sucks and it hurts so bad. How the hell did something like this happen? The guy didn't even do anything but play with my nuts for a while. But one thing that amazes me is that Jessica came down to see me! Wow, I've never known someone to care about me as much to come to my aid during a situation like this. She definately made me feel better, though it was kinda embarassing. I've never been to the ER before but when she showed up I just had a feeling of everything is gonna be alright. There is something definatley special about this girl, I mean she actually genuinely cared to come all they way down here this late at night to make sure I was alright. Wow, it is so nice to know that there is someone who cares about you. Lol, towards the end of my little adventure
the doctor was like, "You're gonna have to limit your activity... down there," and gives Jessica this stern look! It was so priceless! Definatley one of the funniest things ever! What an eventful night, I better get to bed.
Or this one:
Jessica did the sweetest thing EVER tonight! She gave me her stuffed elephant that she has had since she was a lil girl so I could feel better and sleep better at night. I hope this doesn't cause her to have bad dreams not having "Ellie" with her at night. She sometimes gets bad nightmares... I like to think that she doesn't get them anymore now that we are together. I like to see her happy, it makes me feel so good when I make her happy too. I really like this girl and I hope nothing ever happens to split us apart. But I don't think anything will because she is such a nice girl and I don't think she would do anything to hurt me and I definatley wouldn't do anything to hurt her. She is the most amazing girl I have ever met. I never thought a girl as wonderful as she even existed. I've never felt for a girl like I do for her, not even Catrina and we had been together for 3 years! Then she went and cheated on me while I was gone. I couldn't believe it, but its good that I found out the real her because now I have the most beautiful, wonderful, caring girl in the world!
Lol, here's a personal favorite:
OMG, we actually KISSED! I'm so high on life right now! I can still feel her lips on mine. OMG what a great kisser too! We had on of our lil "meetings" again and its just great just being near her and talking to her, but the entire time I was looking for an opportunity to lean in for a kiss but never really found one. Feelin kinda down cause I had to go and I never found the opportunity, I decided to give it one last shot. I asked her as I was leaving, "Can I get a goodnight kiss?". She was like, "Yeah." and gave me that smile I like so much and leaned over to me. I was actually kinda expecting a kiss on the cheek so I kinda turned but realized that thats not what she wanted and tried to smoothly turn back to her but totally MISSED!!! Talk about embarrasing as hell! It was AMAZING none the less. Well walking back up here I was thinkin that she must think I'm such a loser missing like that, lol, but she sent me a text saying "I liked that". People say you can tell alot about a person from a kiss. Well I can tell that this one is special and we are gonna be together for quite a long time. There definatley was something about this kiss that wasn't there in any other girl. True Love? Hopefully but who knows? Well I'm done for tonight she might call me soon.