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i have lost you once again because i'm "egocentric"
my actions speak louder than words.
and when i do not know how to deal with a situation,
i always take the easy way out by ignoring the problem.
i actually care too much about people,
but i don't know how to find the balance between each person.
i hope that i can "grow" up to your standards,
because as much as you don't believe this, i will forever care about you.
even if we're four hours away from each other and don't talk every day,
you're still the one person i know i will keep in touch for many years to come,
so dear justin i'm sorry for fucking everything up, once again.
it took two times, but i have now learned my lesson.
i hope you can forgive me one last time.
my actions speak louder than words.
and when i do not know how to deal with a situation,
i always take the easy way out by ignoring the problem.
i actually care too much about people,
but i don't know how to find the balance between each person.
i hope that i can "grow" up to your standards,
because as much as you don't believe this, i will forever care about you.
even if we're four hours away from each other and don't talk every day,
you're still the one person i know i will keep in touch for many years to come,
so dear justin i'm sorry for fucking everything up, once again.
it took two times, but i have now learned my lesson.
i hope you can forgive me one last time.