i suck
I am an enormous screw up.
So far this new year, i have managed to compeltely destroy 2 friendships...close friendships. stephen will hate me for life. shanna will hate me for life. so that's my life story. I can never keep 100% of the people happy. the second i try to do something to make myself happy, i.e.: take everyones advice on moving on, i get bitched at by everyone and called selfish by everyone.
My new years resolution is to not care anymore and focus on me for a year. my last 2 years have been devoted to my friends...entirely. i always dropped everything to make sure they were alright. to make sure they were fine. but in 2005 it's gonna be about me. dont get me wrong, i love the few friends that remain...(seems like a cycle no? i can never keep friends) I am also going to try to spend an ample amount of time between my new years girlfriend, and all my other friends. anyone care to be my friend still write me a comment. otherwise, then, i know where i am in life. more than likely i will have zero people comment, so i'll be spending my time with my friends from best buy, not like i dont do that now anyways.
i think im just gonna shut this fucking thing down.
more than likely this will be my last post in here
happy fucking new years.
the ultimate asshole,
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So far this new year, i have managed to compeltely destroy 2 friendships...close friendships. stephen will hate me for life. shanna will hate me for life. so that's my life story. I can never keep 100% of the people happy. the second i try to do something to make myself happy, i.e.: take everyones advice on moving on, i get bitched at by everyone and called selfish by everyone.
My new years resolution is to not care anymore and focus on me for a year. my last 2 years have been devoted to my friends...entirely. i always dropped everything to make sure they were alright. to make sure they were fine. but in 2005 it's gonna be about me. dont get me wrong, i love the few friends that remain...(seems like a cycle no? i can never keep friends) I am also going to try to spend an ample amount of time between my new years girlfriend, and all my other friends. anyone care to be my friend still write me a comment. otherwise, then, i know where i am in life. more than likely i will have zero people comment, so i'll be spending my time with my friends from best buy, not like i dont do that now anyways.
i think im just gonna shut this fucking thing down.
more than likely this will be my last post in here
happy fucking new years.
the ultimate asshole,
cam