yup.
So now tell me, why do i feel like crap tonight? I had two amazing shows in two nights. hung out with tons of friends. met lots of new people. I should be enjoying myself right? Wrong. There's something weighing me down. I know exactly what it is. Im just supposed to avoid it though right? I love my friends, but this is so hard. as much as they can be there for me, what i am doing to this one person isnt good. Maybe this time around i really do need to think about me. But what do i want anymore. Im tired of being lied to. But i know the love was good. The beauty of it all was amazing. I just wish she'd miss me. I miss her.