Dec 30, 2004 18:42
woooot! went to the galeria with katie and kaitlin where we had to pee like mofos and went into the guys bathroom since the girls was closed for cleaning.. hmm.. then saw a real sucky movie, and tried to sneak into another, but someone actually checked us for our ticket! psh, since when have they started doin that? then the rest of the night was spent making braclets and then buying plastic jewlery at the mall with them and maggie. mucho fun.
for the longest time, i felt that my life was so empty and that i had nothing to live for. nothing was going on, except for that one thing. and that one thing ended. before, i must say, it was very disappointing for me, because i did really look forward to seeing this person and hanging out with him. he made me feel important and gave me something to look forward everyday. but i was sugar coating the situation to make it seem how i wanted it to seem, and not how it really was. and i do hate to admit that, but its true. and now i have realized it, and it makes me feel a lot better that it has ended before it caused me too much pain and more disappointment.