Nov 18, 2005 16:28
I'm am so tempted to just... stop it all, pull the friggin plug from the wall, smash the t.v. and paint the town red (litterally) If it will stop the bombardment of Love being the equivalent of SEX!
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!?! Even on here there is the constant additon of those "tru" ads, which state you can find true love and happiness by using thier fucking site yet the advirtse how? close ups of women's breast, or a man and woman grabbing eachother's asses...
OK that's all well and good, i understand that something people do. But honestly THAT IS NOT LOVE! How can we honestly comlpain that we can never find the 'true one for us' if all we ever do is reduced a lifelong commitment to a person to sex and looks and shit like that?!
Ok so 'love' itself isn't life long... theres your first problem. You sit and claim you love everything that walks by in front of your friggin face. There's a reason when people ask if i've ever loved someone i ask which love they mean. Yes i have loved some people very very deeply... but not in such a way that i would marry them. I don't think i've experienced that yet. I may be getting there, but it ain't something i've done. I've loved them as friends, as family, as more than friends even, but not friggin life partners yet. I'm only fucking 18 and already half of me looks at the media and follows it (albeit begrudginly) becase it's what i'm being force fed every fucking day. Number one reason i don't watch t.v. more than a few moments a day. I'm tired of it.
I'm sorry, but by the media's standards. I'm a heartless bitch. and always will be. GO ME!
If you take offense to this... guess what, go fuck someone, they'll love you a hell of a lot more than i can.