I Have No Idea
After a good Xmas, I have got a horrbile feeling of indifference. I feel lonely but things are just generally ticking over, nothing bad. I got gigs to look forward to next year, but I just can;t seem to pick myself up and be actaully properly happy. The whole Mel/Matt thing has kinda taken a lot out of me and I can't seem to regain it. I think I want another girlfriend or do I just want to fool around for a bit. I just don't know. Ah well new year is 2 days away and its Friday tommorow so plenty of drinking. As always drowning problems in alcohol, seems like I start one year how end it later on.