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I have recently discovered a new ridiculouos thing to be paranoid about. I have finally grown up in the minutest way and stopped dating/leading on boys that I know I don't want a relationship with. So now instead of spending way too much time hanging out with and worrying about boys I am filling my time with much more productive activities. I've been reading a lot, and finding new music, and writing. This would seem like a good thing, but I was thinking about it today, and the more (and I know this is the wrong word because it makes me sound like a snob) "cultured" I become the smaller the pool of guys that I will ever be able to relate to becomes. So basically I'd be screwing myself if I kept dating the wrong guys, but I'm screwing myself by developing my "skills" as well. Does this make any sense at all? I guess I'll continue doing what I'm doing because I can't stand the idea of sitting around doing nothing at all.