offline P.K - pinback
i like pinback. theyre ace.
something really crazy is happening with itunes, i started listening to miss kittin , and for some reason im listening to murder by death, at the same time... as one song... it sounds totally fucked.
i havent written anything in a long time...ive been having a lot of depressive episodes, i feel pretty positive today so im writing down all this stuff. monosyllabic or no. lets go backwards in order, today sunday i havent done much really, i called my psycho placement to tell them i wasnt coming in because im trying to get moved, since on friday and thurday ive cried over shitty shitty children. if i can get moved to a smaller unit, all girls preferably < i dont get on with boy children boy> in fact i fucking hate kids , i cant stand them, they have no respect for anything, the rebel like retards, and theyre pathetic, miserable, violent, abusive twats. i dont mind violent abusive pathetic people, i am one, so id be a hypocrite if i started badmouthing those traits, children just cant carry them off well enough to be taken seriously.
so anyway. that happened/ i also finished my law essay 5000 words of complete nonsense . but its over. if i fail i fail.
saturday- i dont remember doing anything of real relevence... i watched the americanised grudge, which perhaps made a little more sense that the japanese version... even though it was made by exactly the same crew.. nevertheless..they changed the story all over the place but at least sam rami didnt murder it ...like ring... i watched trauma as well.. which i planned to go see at the cornerhouse but never got round to. it was superficial.. nice lines.. no real plot.. and at the end you think oh i see.. multiple personality disorder... it all makes much more sense now, they leave it pretty much open, a point which i still cant decide is a good or bad thing.
friday and thursday were both shitty placement days which are making me decide to move units since i never wanted to do social work with kids, i wanted adults. jesus christ i hate kids.
oh yeah and saturday i was supposed to go to essential with john for his birthday but his james took an overdose so we didnt go out.
valentines day i got a fifty pound meal, which i have to say was a rip off, the day after i got an all you can eat chinese for a fiver which i want again today, i like chinese food better than anything else in the whole world..
\pretty soon ill be moving into my new house, which is nice but i wont live with kyle anymore =[ i wont live with jamie anymore either yayyyy / the other bad thing is i have to pack away everything i own which will take forever. i wish i didnt have so much stuff.
now i shall sit in my little redbrick house waiting for something thrilling to happen.
oh yes and elvis my cat is also very excited about his move and chance to shit over new things.
fader.
something really crazy is happening with itunes, i started listening to miss kittin , and for some reason im listening to murder by death, at the same time... as one song... it sounds totally fucked.
i havent written anything in a long time...ive been having a lot of depressive episodes, i feel pretty positive today so im writing down all this stuff. monosyllabic or no. lets go backwards in order, today sunday i havent done much really, i called my psycho placement to tell them i wasnt coming in because im trying to get moved, since on friday and thurday ive cried over shitty shitty children. if i can get moved to a smaller unit, all girls preferably < i dont get on with boy children boy> in fact i fucking hate kids , i cant stand them, they have no respect for anything, the rebel like retards, and theyre pathetic, miserable, violent, abusive twats. i dont mind violent abusive pathetic people, i am one, so id be a hypocrite if i started badmouthing those traits, children just cant carry them off well enough to be taken seriously.
so anyway. that happened/ i also finished my law essay 5000 words of complete nonsense . but its over. if i fail i fail.
saturday- i dont remember doing anything of real relevence... i watched the americanised grudge, which perhaps made a little more sense that the japanese version... even though it was made by exactly the same crew.. nevertheless..they changed the story all over the place but at least sam rami didnt murder it ...like ring... i watched trauma as well.. which i planned to go see at the cornerhouse but never got round to. it was superficial.. nice lines.. no real plot.. and at the end you think oh i see.. multiple personality disorder... it all makes much more sense now, they leave it pretty much open, a point which i still cant decide is a good or bad thing.
friday and thursday were both shitty placement days which are making me decide to move units since i never wanted to do social work with kids, i wanted adults. jesus christ i hate kids.
oh yeah and saturday i was supposed to go to essential with john for his birthday but his james took an overdose so we didnt go out.
valentines day i got a fifty pound meal, which i have to say was a rip off, the day after i got an all you can eat chinese for a fiver which i want again today, i like chinese food better than anything else in the whole world..
\pretty soon ill be moving into my new house, which is nice but i wont live with kyle anymore =[ i wont live with jamie anymore either yayyyy / the other bad thing is i have to pack away everything i own which will take forever. i wish i didnt have so much stuff.
now i shall sit in my little redbrick house waiting for something thrilling to happen.
oh yes and elvis my cat is also very excited about his move and chance to shit over new things.
fader.