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Yeah, so, the last week of my summer officially sucks ass.
Dave came home last night, we talked for a little. He has to work today-Thursday and he's going back to the Poconos from Friday or Saturday night till Monday. And he got snappy with me when I sounded disappointed. Well, what the hell am I supposed to sound like? I sit around here all weekend looking foward to seeing him again and he has to work and leave again. It's not his fault, but I'm allowed to be disappointed whether it is or not, because it doesn't change his being here.
Garcia, Stacy, Caitlin, Kris, and Dave and I were all supposed to get together at my house on Saturday...now Dave might not even be around, and he planned this out 2 weeks ago. Caitlin and Kris cancelled on us. Shit, that was the only thing I was really looking foward to in the past couple weeks...I haven't seen Cait all summer, nor met her boyfriend Kris...I always feel so left out when Garcia/Stacy/Dave/Caitlin&Kris hang out weekend nights and I can't be there because I live so far away...and this was finally my chance to hang out with everyone and make up for that lost time...and it doesn't even work out. God dammit.
If this weren't my junior year coming up, I'd say I wish school starts this Tuesday instead of next. Junior year=me scared.
Dave came home last night, we talked for a little. He has to work today-Thursday and he's going back to the Poconos from Friday or Saturday night till Monday. And he got snappy with me when I sounded disappointed. Well, what the hell am I supposed to sound like? I sit around here all weekend looking foward to seeing him again and he has to work and leave again. It's not his fault, but I'm allowed to be disappointed whether it is or not, because it doesn't change his being here.
Garcia, Stacy, Caitlin, Kris, and Dave and I were all supposed to get together at my house on Saturday...now Dave might not even be around, and he planned this out 2 weeks ago. Caitlin and Kris cancelled on us. Shit, that was the only thing I was really looking foward to in the past couple weeks...I haven't seen Cait all summer, nor met her boyfriend Kris...I always feel so left out when Garcia/Stacy/Dave/Caitlin&Kris hang out weekend nights and I can't be there because I live so far away...and this was finally my chance to hang out with everyone and make up for that lost time...and it doesn't even work out. God dammit.
If this weren't my junior year coming up, I'd say I wish school starts this Tuesday instead of next. Junior year=me scared.