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I haven't used livejournal is so long...I forgot it even exsisted. But where else do you go to write about your life when no one really wants to hear it and you just need to talk about it?...YAY LIVEJOURNAL!!!11!
So...basically my life is a mess, not in some gay stupid emo way where I hate the world and wanna go listen to Bright Eyes, just that, everything around me is really fucked up, and I'm not sure if it's me or not. Yesterday was ROUGH .....started off with me and Nick deciding to go get wasted because everyone in Woodhaven is a god damn tool..but then I realized while getting drunk that we we're with all of Woodhaven..minus one. Onnnneee certain person who throughout the whole time there I did nothing but think about. Which brings me to a good point...I hate girls. I stayed up till like 9 in the morning with J-Dubs, Dan, and Don talking about girls and we (mostly Dan because he was drunk as shit) came up with some pretty interesting conversation. My girl situation (as fucked up as it is) is actually not all that differnt from other people. People date, break up, get hurt, see other people, get back, get dumped...It's really pretty fucked up and I wouldn't wish it on anyone but it happens. I forgot how good venting feels.
Boy1 <3's---> Girl
Boy2 <3's------^
Girl Boy1 & Boy2
Boy1 and Boy2 still <3's Girl
Boy1 can't be just friends-^
Boy2 does his own thing
Boy1 is mildly retarded
In the end... Girl(doing God knows what) & Boy2(doing his own thing) Boy1
Yeah that's a nice, thing I made...I wish I had a goat to eat my grass so my Mom would stop bitching about me about the grass not being cut. I think I'm gonna buy one off the internet, I'm sure I can get them at a decent price off ebay.
I'm pissed. I don't even know why I wrote this.
oh wait yeah i do because i hate girls.