its that..no caps. kinda entry.. ya know.

[comment4_carlos]

one of those
one of those
one of those
two of those
and a half of one of those.
wow.
& that might be a new record for me..maybe.
but it's what i'm supposed to do.

and i'm going to bed. i promise.

things are hard. they aren't supposed to be easy.
not all the time. that'd be too simple, right?

it's hard for everyone.
gotta get through this
and everything else going on right now

things you don't even know about.

i need my friends, i love them.
i hope they love me back.

made it today
and now a final goodbye
on Thursday.
but the memories will never be
final.

i tried to hold it together and tried to be there for people too.
because they need people right now even more
they were closer and i know they'll be okay
because they're sticking together

everyone has to.
in general.

*so hard to see his face
without a smile on it*

night

-sara
<3<3<3