Nov 16, 2007 17:34
We ran the mile today, in ROTC.
[In 48degreeweather. D:]
And I wanted so badly to make under ten minutes.
And I made 10:11.
I was so pissed.
So terribly pissed.
I was almost pissed enough, I didn't notice that it didn't take me quite as long to catch my breath.
And then, I was sitting at my desk waiting for the bell to ring.
And I was so pissed.
I just started to cry.
And no one noticed.
Until the bell ring.
Then it was Courtney, and Tay.
I was so mad at myself.
I just. UGH.
All I wanted was under 10.
I've been trying so hard. D:
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