what the cow
i'm sad but not in the way i want to cry. well i kinda do but i kinda wanna slit my professors throat...slowly. yea so now it's cool to give an exaam and talk alllll the way through it with your fat ass breathing. right? and give great questions that you never even lectured on. i'm not gonna go to chem lecture anymore. cause everythng on that exam was from the book. why the fuck do i pay your ass to teach me get it TEACH ME. not tell me to read the book fucker. chemistry is one class i thought i would have done semigood in. i'm hungry, and skippng spanish today cause i gotta go to some stupid seminar thing. it's bullshit. i'm sick of everything. i just want to go to sleep andnever wake up for a while. yea ms. math prof eat my shit cause i proved u wrong by getting the highest grade on the math exam bitch. yea i'm gonna fail your easy ass class. nothing else has happend. i eat sleep live college. oh and once in a while i get to eat a little. ooh and i get to drive to and from college. and i get to sleep a little so i can function in college. i got my hair cut. i have bangs and i look kinda skinnier. thank God. i want a tattoo of a butterfly and my gramp's initials but mom said no. its so stupid. like im gonna regret having my gramp's initials on my inner arm? umm how? i'll never stop loving/ forget him. whatever she is just being selfish and controlling. i guess alumni band is tomorrow. but im supposed to babysit so i guess jen is gonna watch them while im gone but im gonna be gone for longer now and i feel bad. so i dont know what i should do. im going to homecoming-haha i am such a loser-with katie. oh and i bought some gaucho pants yesterday. they are sweet. and my dog picked out my earrings for today. i have a new obsession with earrings. they are a necesity to my everyday life. i cannot walk out of the house with out them. i'm sick of it . i wish i was smarter. and i had more patience. i'm done bitching. later.