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Okay, so I know its been awhile. But what can I say, I'm a sucker for the dramatic entrance. Or re-entry, what have you. So lets see, I don't think anyone this relates to is going to read it, so I guess I'm good. I'm dating a girl whos amazing on paper, but there just isn't that spark, and its just on my side. So how do you break up with the sweetest person you've met, who thinks you've actually one-upped sliced bread? Be like, I'm sorry, you're too nice. On top of which its 5:45am which means I'm calling in sick to work tomorrow. I woke up from a strangely depressing dream at 3am and haven't been back to bed, so I think that rules out 8 hours of manual labor. I'm missing a certain someone who I really thought I wouldn't by now, and I'm even kind of wistful for the totally different life and the associated someone I had before that. Maybe not wistful enough to try it again, but happy with the memories I'm choosing. I feel like putting in the comic book references, you know, (SEE ENTRY 472-474 FOR THE FULL STORY!) I'm making bank at work, and I'm doing good on the plans I've made for myself in the Army. But its just not enough. Theres this huge part of my life missing, and I think its probably too late to get it back.