lalalala im crazy

Jul 16, 2006 17:44

im picturing me driving down the streets of new york on a rainy day listening to some postal service

or at the beach jamming to some 311-amber

i just want to leave this place..i never thought i would be one of these people that wanted to leave so bad..its not that i want to leave i want some CHANGE..a different room..or a different job..just some new SCENERY..im a very curiuos person..and elpaso is holding me back thats for sure..and im trying to grow up to fast..

so yesterday i see a sign that says.."save lives be an organ donor" or something like that..so i ask sam if hes gunna be one and he says hell no..im almost 100% sure ill check the organ donor box when im 21..but im sure if i died before then my mom would not let them take my organs..but if i had a child i would want to share life after death..i dunno after your dead your dead..you have no use for those organs..they are just going to rot...

i dunno im a strong believer in karma..your not an organ donor..karma will get your ass back and not find you a heart when you need one..but does karma conflict with god and his teachings i dunno or just an extension..my mom always gets mad cuz she tells me to drive slow and be careful..but i always say if god wants me dead then im dead either way..and i seriously believe that..

and sams a dumb-butt i need some other people to hang out with..im in need of a girls day out!!!! so save me..my days off are wed & thurs..and im off in the afternoons on sat and sun..
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