So...
Another failure to add to the long list.
But to be honest--I'm actually okay with quitting this time, because honestly--I really think it's for the best. And to me it's not quitting--it's just moving on.
I'm not going to try and justify it to make myself feel any better--because I'm not doing this for anyone else. I'm just trying to be happy with my life--and if it takes me longer than it takes others--so be it. Eventually I'll figure it out--and if I have to deal with a lot of bullshit before I get there--fine, at least I'll be all the stronger and I'll have more skills for the future. Anyway--big changes are coming for me--I need to figure things out soon so I can enroll somewhere again and finish what I started a few years ago.
I think I'm finally okay with the failure I've been for the past few years--I'm serious about doing better and finishing this thing. Okay--that's all.
But to be honest--I'm actually okay with quitting this time, because honestly--I really think it's for the best. And to me it's not quitting--it's just moving on.
I'm not going to try and justify it to make myself feel any better--because I'm not doing this for anyone else. I'm just trying to be happy with my life--and if it takes me longer than it takes others--so be it. Eventually I'll figure it out--and if I have to deal with a lot of bullshit before I get there--fine, at least I'll be all the stronger and I'll have more skills for the future. Anyway--big changes are coming for me--I need to figure things out soon so I can enroll somewhere again and finish what I started a few years ago.
I think I'm finally okay with the failure I've been for the past few years--I'm serious about doing better and finishing this thing. Okay--that's all.