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I'm tired of not getting what I want.I know i'm not supposed to get everything I want and I'm fine with that, but it sucks not getting anything. It seems like whatever it is I imagine or daydream about is sure to not happen. just once I would like to wake up and have everything go according to plan and not go to bed that night dissapointed. (damn, I promised I wouldn't be emo on my LJ) Then again, I can pretty much assume what will happen every day by thinking of what I want, then I will know the exact opposite will happen.
I've never told anyone this but i don't have a best friend. It sounds stupid but i can remember in elementary school whae i would go list all my friends as #1 best friend (Graham Cull) #2 best friend (Chris Cherry) #3 best friend (John Means) and on and on. Now i don't have enough friends to list. and I haven't talked to anyone on that list in a good few years.
If something really good happened to me, I wouldn't have anyone to call and tell them. They're all aquiantinces. What's the point in having a girlfriend if there's no guyfriend to tell how i just went up her shirt? honestly.
I've never told anyone this but i don't have a best friend. It sounds stupid but i can remember in elementary school whae i would go list all my friends as #1 best friend (Graham Cull) #2 best friend (Chris Cherry) #3 best friend (John Means) and on and on. Now i don't have enough friends to list. and I haven't talked to anyone on that list in a good few years.
If something really good happened to me, I wouldn't have anyone to call and tell them. They're all aquiantinces. What's the point in having a girlfriend if there's no guyfriend to tell how i just went up her shirt? honestly.