fuck up
CONGRATS ELIZABATH! you have managed to fuck up everything that was ever important to you. man you are such an awesome person. i applaud you for being incompetent as well as being in a state of denial that was merely used as a comfort zone and that has now been broken.
honestly, im so alone right now. & it makes me want to scream.
there are two people in my life that i couldnt ever imagine living without. and as of now...all i keep doing is pushing them away. & maybe they arent the only ones that are feeling shitty and hurt. im right here in the middle of all this mess and im feeling helpless but its still my fault, right?