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Part of me really just wants to get a C in math so I can break away from all this stupid pressure. I actually went a little crazy because of my calculus homework. No joke, If anyone were in my room at that time, they probably would have ran for their lives. I almost tore apart my textbook, but decided to wait until the end of the semester. It is ridiculous how much pressure I am putting on myself. The truth is, I would be fine getting a C in the class. I would go for extra help, if I cared more about this class. It actually makes me really angry that I am being required to take something that I have no interest in. I know it is important to learn math, but I am almost positive, the crap I am learning now, is going to be completely irrelevant for me in the future. I am not violent, but if math were a person, I would throw a rock at their head. I figure my actions would be justified, because there is no way math personified would have a soul.