I dont wanna go home for it all to end....
Yea, alright. This week or whatever it was has been tons of fun here at Amanda's house. We pretty much got to do what we wanted when we wanted, and me and Amanda hung out with Steph and Corrie too. Ha, Steph's a funny one.
We had a party every night, wether it was with Steph and Corrie or not, me and Amanda were out living it up... I don't think I could ever pay Amanda back for letting me stay here for a week or so, and for letting me have sex in her bed, ha, I mean thats awesome that she was alright with that. She said it was because she felt bad or something because we never get to see each other, ( me and derek that is ). Man, the only bad part is, I don't really remember any of what we did...kinda sucky.
It feels like we have been out of school for a month or so already, guess it's only really been a week maybe two.
So yea last night was fun. Chris (willy) came over and hung out with me, Danielle, and Amanda. We went out and around driving, came to the park not too far down the street from Derek's house and then a cop comes and was like Im a stupid cop and the parks close at dusk, blah blah blah I'm a dirty slut...etc. So we leave and then head for some more driving around, finally decide on a place to go and of course Danielle was hungry so we went to Taco-bell. Came back here, Amanda's. Then shortly after that Derek came over at like 10:50 or 11, whatever time doesnt matter, so then I gave him a back rub with the lotion...and Amanda was like uhp, guys I know where this leads to. Ha, but no not last night. It's weird, I dunno how to say it without it sounding bad or like jealous or mad or whatever. But I mean I understand that we are never gonna really trust each other completely, but I don't like that. hehe I sound like a little kid...kinda. But I do love him and to me thats good for now, I think we will last longer this time, yet I say this everytime, and I end up hurt, but seriously, I think this time will be.
So yea last night, I was the last one up, weird. I'm usually the first to fall asleep. hmm... So then everyone has passed out and then I see this person coming onto Amandas yard and I'm like ha ha good one guys lets scare carlie and it turned out to be Matt. (jamies brother) and he thought that his dad was out looking for him because when he snuck over earlier(by now its 4 in the am)and so he needed to crash here tonight, and besides it was fucking weird with all these cops driving around lookin for something or someone or whatever. so I let him in give him MY pillow and MY comfy blanket that I snatched ahead of time so I could get one, and he passed out on the floor. It was sad...kinda?! I dunno. Then natalie and Matt never woke up at the time they were supposed to so I wonder if Nat. was late for work?...Matt woke up at like 6:40 and so I hope the kid made it home before his family woke up. whatever not my problem really. But I didn't get to bed until like 6:40 when they were leaving or waking up, and so yea I had to try and fall asleep in the computer red chair with an afgan blanket. ( how is a blanket with holes supposed to keep you warm, it just doesn't make sense B!? ha, so I am running on 4 hours of sleep today...shitty, ha oh well.
Hanyways, so once in my life I can say that I am happy and that seriously NOTHING is bothering me or makin me sad or depressed, and I'M LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT. Seriously I called my mom to do the catch up thing on what I am doin for the next few days and she even said I sound happier. I LOVE LOVE LOVE how things are going for me. ...Let's keep this summer awesome like this the whole time. later kidies...
We had a party every night, wether it was with Steph and Corrie or not, me and Amanda were out living it up... I don't think I could ever pay Amanda back for letting me stay here for a week or so, and for letting me have sex in her bed, ha, I mean thats awesome that she was alright with that. She said it was because she felt bad or something because we never get to see each other, ( me and derek that is ). Man, the only bad part is, I don't really remember any of what we did...kinda sucky.
It feels like we have been out of school for a month or so already, guess it's only really been a week maybe two.
So yea last night was fun. Chris (willy) came over and hung out with me, Danielle, and Amanda. We went out and around driving, came to the park not too far down the street from Derek's house and then a cop comes and was like Im a stupid cop and the parks close at dusk, blah blah blah I'm a dirty slut...etc. So we leave and then head for some more driving around, finally decide on a place to go and of course Danielle was hungry so we went to Taco-bell. Came back here, Amanda's. Then shortly after that Derek came over at like 10:50 or 11, whatever time doesnt matter, so then I gave him a back rub with the lotion...and Amanda was like uhp, guys I know where this leads to. Ha, but no not last night. It's weird, I dunno how to say it without it sounding bad or like jealous or mad or whatever. But I mean I understand that we are never gonna really trust each other completely, but I don't like that. hehe I sound like a little kid...kinda. But I do love him and to me thats good for now, I think we will last longer this time, yet I say this everytime, and I end up hurt, but seriously, I think this time will be.
So yea last night, I was the last one up, weird. I'm usually the first to fall asleep. hmm... So then everyone has passed out and then I see this person coming onto Amandas yard and I'm like ha ha good one guys lets scare carlie and it turned out to be Matt. (jamies brother) and he thought that his dad was out looking for him because when he snuck over earlier(by now its 4 in the am)and so he needed to crash here tonight, and besides it was fucking weird with all these cops driving around lookin for something or someone or whatever. so I let him in give him MY pillow and MY comfy blanket that I snatched ahead of time so I could get one, and he passed out on the floor. It was sad...kinda?! I dunno. Then natalie and Matt never woke up at the time they were supposed to so I wonder if Nat. was late for work?...Matt woke up at like 6:40 and so I hope the kid made it home before his family woke up. whatever not my problem really. But I didn't get to bed until like 6:40 when they were leaving or waking up, and so yea I had to try and fall asleep in the computer red chair with an afgan blanket. ( how is a blanket with holes supposed to keep you warm, it just doesn't make sense B!? ha, so I am running on 4 hours of sleep today...shitty, ha oh well.
Hanyways, so once in my life I can say that I am happy and that seriously NOTHING is bothering me or makin me sad or depressed, and I'M LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT. Seriously I called my mom to do the catch up thing on what I am doin for the next few days and she even said I sound happier. I LOVE LOVE LOVE how things are going for me. ...Let's keep this summer awesome like this the whole time. later kidies...