a lonely battle...
Yea I made mistakes who doesn't I never cheated in my life....and don't intend to either. I guess there is the other mistakes more than committment. I've been single for well over five years now and it's ok and all but there is that part of me that wants someone to be lying there in bed with you. I miss that alot and well I cannot change the whole fact that she couldn't wait for me to come back after I went to school....but patience it takes alot to have patience and I guess she wasn't very patient. Therefore she strayed and broke up, crushed my heart and well I just went on with it.....inside it stills haunts me in my dreams late at night if she really is well and happy. She didn't want me to talk to her again so I just have to deal with that and move on, which I did. Well enough of that babbling....how are all you pretties out there....?
I gave up the bouncing job a while back too much drama dealing with the boss cheating on his wife with one of the dancers and not to mention I didn't want to be there if the place gets raided again. Couldn't afford going back to jail really. I been working at a local hotspot resturant in my area. Been great so far, six almost seven months been there. Just been chilling since I am on probation son of a bitch that is. I hate every min, hour, day and week not to mention months of this bullshit.....but I did it all on my own so I don't blame anyone. Been battling with depression once again....it creeps when you least expect it damn thing. Like I said I miss all my online pals and there is a addy posted to get a hold of me seeing how I don't get online cause no puter and having to go to the libary and only getting thirty maybe if lucky an hour if not busy so kinda blows....But time is almost up so I must get going and wish everyone a good day smile it could get be worse. Much love....to all.
I gave up the bouncing job a while back too much drama dealing with the boss cheating on his wife with one of the dancers and not to mention I didn't want to be there if the place gets raided again. Couldn't afford going back to jail really. I been working at a local hotspot resturant in my area. Been great so far, six almost seven months been there. Just been chilling since I am on probation son of a bitch that is. I hate every min, hour, day and week not to mention months of this bullshit.....but I did it all on my own so I don't blame anyone. Been battling with depression once again....it creeps when you least expect it damn thing. Like I said I miss all my online pals and there is a addy posted to get a hold of me seeing how I don't get online cause no puter and having to go to the libary and only getting thirty maybe if lucky an hour if not busy so kinda blows....But time is almost up so I must get going and wish everyone a good day smile it could get be worse. Much love....to all.