Eh...
Let me just start off saying, Sorry if some things are miss spelled, I feel like blah, & don't feel like fixing things.
So last night things were going good. My sister Jen is sleeping over for two nights, & I miss her so I'm happy about that.
My hair is a brownish orange color which I hate but thats what I get for not listening to my father & dying my hair black, Then trying to take the black out. So Last night My sister was gunna bleach my hair for me cause I suck at it, But she went to bed.
I had a break down cause I was over whelmed with things & it was 1:30am. I still had a shit load of things to do before going to New York for the day to my Uncles Funeral. So I started crying & freaking out & just breaking down. I started taking shots of Taquila & lost track of how many shots I took after shot 27. I was FUCKED UP! But feeling better, For the time being.
I went to bed & before I knew it, My alarm on my Cell was going off cause It was time for me to get up & start getting ready for New York.
My sister over slept so still has't done my hair & even though I feel like shit Cause I have a hang over(Not throwing up thankfully.) I was still gunna go to my uncle's Funeral. But my Dad was stressing, So I ended up not going cause I was helping my Dad was things so he could go Since after all it is his brother who died. I really wish I could have gone, But I'll Obviously put my father before me. My father is not only my father, He's my best friend. So yeah, I'm home while everyone else is going to New York.
I want to go back to bed, But I'm wide awake right now & it sucks.
I miss Dave like crazy. I wish he was with me right now. 5 more days untill Dave sleeps over my house...YAY! & 7 more days untill We have been dating for exactly 8 months. Yeah, he's the love of my life. He may have his flaws, but then again, I do too. I can look past his flaws. I love him for him, with or without his flaws. He deffinetly is the guy of my dreams. I have been in so many sucky relationships, & I have been hurt so many times, I honestly never thought I was going to find someone like Dave. Then Dave comes along & I pushed myself away at first cause I was scared & he said we were going to get married even before we started dating & I didn't believe him. Then I finaly gave in, We started dating, & he changed everything. He fixed my broken heart, He made me feel so much better about myself & he loves me as much as I love him. Seriously, I couldn't have asked for more. He makes me so fucking happy. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. To this day he still tells me we're going to get married, the only difference is, I believe him. Dave is AMAZING, & I will always & forever love him. <3
So last night things were going good. My sister Jen is sleeping over for two nights, & I miss her so I'm happy about that.
My hair is a brownish orange color which I hate but thats what I get for not listening to my father & dying my hair black, Then trying to take the black out. So Last night My sister was gunna bleach my hair for me cause I suck at it, But she went to bed.
I had a break down cause I was over whelmed with things & it was 1:30am. I still had a shit load of things to do before going to New York for the day to my Uncles Funeral. So I started crying & freaking out & just breaking down. I started taking shots of Taquila & lost track of how many shots I took after shot 27. I was FUCKED UP! But feeling better, For the time being.
I went to bed & before I knew it, My alarm on my Cell was going off cause It was time for me to get up & start getting ready for New York.
My sister over slept so still has't done my hair & even though I feel like shit Cause I have a hang over(Not throwing up thankfully.) I was still gunna go to my uncle's Funeral. But my Dad was stressing, So I ended up not going cause I was helping my Dad was things so he could go Since after all it is his brother who died. I really wish I could have gone, But I'll Obviously put my father before me. My father is not only my father, He's my best friend. So yeah, I'm home while everyone else is going to New York.
I want to go back to bed, But I'm wide awake right now & it sucks.
I miss Dave like crazy. I wish he was with me right now. 5 more days untill Dave sleeps over my house...YAY! & 7 more days untill We have been dating for exactly 8 months. Yeah, he's the love of my life. He may have his flaws, but then again, I do too. I can look past his flaws. I love him for him, with or without his flaws. He deffinetly is the guy of my dreams. I have been in so many sucky relationships, & I have been hurt so many times, I honestly never thought I was going to find someone like Dave. Then Dave comes along & I pushed myself away at first cause I was scared & he said we were going to get married even before we started dating & I didn't believe him. Then I finaly gave in, We started dating, & he changed everything. He fixed my broken heart, He made me feel so much better about myself & he loves me as much as I love him. Seriously, I couldn't have asked for more. He makes me so fucking happy. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. To this day he still tells me we're going to get married, the only difference is, I believe him. Dave is AMAZING, & I will always & forever love him. <3