Nov 20, 2004 00:16
ok. its been a while since ive updated this piece.
so today was bee's and my 6 month anniversary. it felt like it went by so fast. this is obviously because its been so fun. i mean we've had our ups and downs and that's totally normal. im thankful that we have our fights regardless of how sad and upset we get during them, it wouldn't be right if we never argued about anything. at least this way we know we're not afraid to say what's on our minds.
granted most of our relationship has been spent over the phone, email, letters and what not, solely because we dont live that close to each other, but we dont mind it at all. that's the best part. its that we never go a day without talking to each other and seeing how our days went and that we always know that no matter what time of day, we always welcome each other's phonecalls. i love that i can call him for the silliest things like if i can't sleep, or even if just to tell him my toes are cold.
we had lunch at a very small japanese restaurant. it was lovely. dumplings, sushi and sashimi. best of all... MISO SOUP! wel also ran some errands and went out for pizza and stuff. even though we didn't get to see a movie, it was alright. im just glad we got to spend time together. honestly, his company is the only thing that matters when we're together. going to places and stuff is just extra. we've already proven that we can spend time just looking at each other... haha we stared at each other.. not in a weird way but in a loving way, for about an hour. i enjoyed it. its nice to just hold his hand, and be close to him, just knowing he's there. best of all its a relationship where all that matters is that we love each other.
i baked him the most awesome cake ever last night. it took me the better part of 4 hours to bake but it was an effort that didn't go unnoticed. it was a four layered cake (yellow cake and chocolate fudge cake alternated) with vanilla icing separating the layers and chocolate icing covering the outside with sprinkles pressed into the entire outside of the cake, creating a shell of colours. he thought it was gonna be just a normal cake. but i proved him wrong. hehe. he loved it :-) if bee ever gets fat, i'll know it was my fault. i love cooking for him, and honestly, i can't wait till i can cook for him everyday ;-)
i know this journal entry is probably sounding really lame and sappy or whatever, but i honestly love this guy and its such a great feeling to know that he loves me equally in return. its not a matter of fighting over which one of us loves the other more, its that knowing we're in love that matters. and no matter how many little tiffs and arguments we get into or how excited and happy we are, its that those moments are spent with each other. i know even though its only been six months, that this is going to last. this im definitely sure of and i can say with sheer confidence.
i love my bee.