Jul 27, 2007 00:39
Love is such an amazing feeling. I am so so happy to share it with Theo. He is the most important person in my life. Words can't describe right now what I am feeling for him. I have always always loved Theo, but it's happened. I've fallen back inlove.. It is the greatest feeling ever and I almost forgot what it feels like. Sometimes you just need to let yourself love and be loved!! Wow! I miss him so fucking much when we're not together and I can't wait until we get to live together and go home to one another every night! I am so excited to cook dinner and clean the house. I know that may sound crazy, but to me it sounds so so perfect. I love being able to trust one another. I love knowing how much he loves me and sharing it and just everything.. Wow I am just really overwhelmed with feelings and emotions right now. Just hearing his voice earlier made me so so happy.. For anyone willing to take my advice- I don't think love ever leaves a relationship. I think you just forget.
I love you Theodore. You are such an amazing person. Sometimes I wonder how we let things get so crazy between us, but than I remember just how young we are and how hard it is at times. We have done a great job keeping our spirits and hopes high that we will work and we did. Going on three years later and I still love you more than anything in this world. I want the best for the both of us. I want us both to succeed in school so we can work rewarding jobs that we love. To me though, you and our family will mean so much more than anything any job could ever offer. I love you baby, so much more than any words could ever express.
♥