Nov 27, 2009 21:16
coffee feels so good, and sometimes i wish there were a place i could go to that i could get away from all of this, and i know that this is around the time where my friends are living
in the city, feeling life flow through them and i wish i had that a little bit, but i have a different kind of life. and ive seen things that are really nice.
today my grandma's twin whos 90 had taken valium because she was on a long road trip and she gets nervous so that helps a little. and her and i were listening to beth
orton on the couch and she was looking at the video with this smile on her face and we listened together. my dad angers me sometimes, i know its because i still havent forgiven him. back in the ol days, i used to sometimes make out with boys when i got drunk, but now i talk to them about my dad.
either one is highly embarrassing. i just disgusted myself out of wanting to write more.