multi-emotional entry..
So last night, the c7 minus shannon, met up at mias house for her birthday. flanagan and a buncha his friends were there, and all of mias family. so we chilled out there for a little bit. sang, had some cake and such, we were invited to go to flanagans friends party..so, we say we'll go n' whatnot. then we started wondering, "is mias mom gona let us go?" so.. at like 1115..Bianca walks in the room and goes, GO OUTSIDE NOW!! to all of us..so we're like uhh MY STUFF>.so we charged upstairs to get our bags, and RANNNNNNN out the door literally trying not to get stopped lol..so we all run to mias and sashas car.. mia runs out saying, "she told me i couldn't go but my family held her back and said just let her go" so we drove off. after driving in circles around patchouge and bellport because the kid couldn't give us damn directions correctly lmao. we finally get there, and theres a buncha guys and some skanky girls such as cake face, lol. so, we chill there for a while. laugh a bit. and whatnot, then we left there around 1230..we get back to mias, and sasha pulls up behind us,and this kid and andrea pull up next to sasha, with rizzo in the car, and tell us about a hotel party or something. so we go, it was at the marriot. we went there and chilled there for a little bit. and then there was word we might get kicked out unless we get another room becuase theres to many ppl in the room. SO!!!! we leave, me, bianca, trisha, krystin and mia..and as we're walking out this kids following us thinking we're just going to the lobby to help them get another room....so we walk towards the doors and keep walking and keep walking and the kids like "uhh do you guys know where you're going? we're supposed to go to the lobby" and we're like yeah we know. and we kept walking got in the car and left haha. then we went back to Mias, put on a movie and chilled, rizzo and sasha didn't leave the hotel yet. mia gets a call from rizzo asking if andrea, some kid, and charlie can stop by for a few, so they do. mia started being cracked outa her mind AS USUAL..and made everyone do nothing but laugh hysterical. funny shit. SOOO we all eventually fell asleep around 330..then woke up around 11, mia, krystin and trisha went to strathmore bagels to get bagels lol..me rizzo and bianca chilled at marias...rizzo starts talkign about mia had her nipple peirced by some girl and bea goes, "what did she peirce it wit? a needle? and rizzo goes NO a potatoe peeler, and for a sec bianca believed her. funny shit there too haha.. so we leave there around 1 130 this afternoon or something. went to krystins and picked up the other stephK haha but her name ends in an "I" not an "E" so. we get her, then drop off bianca at her house. and we chilled here, and then they went to the movies, but i didn't feel like going so im sitting here talking to people and writing this with some frustrations going through my mind..
what frustrations?
well...
ever get the feeling that the person who was your BEST FRIEND isn't anymore? like not that you don't think of her as one anymore, but u feel like she isn't THERE anymore? yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well i have that feeling. u tell them abotu something, thats bothering u and it seems like they dont care.. or, you ask them to hang out and they'll say, "i dont know what im doing yet, but if im not doing anything ill tell you"..what am i the last resort or something? jesus christ. gota love that. so lately, the ONE person i can TOTALLY rely on is Dave, because no matter what he's there. thank god someone is..& my C7 loves :) we can go for weeks without talking then wen we see eachother its like we never stopped!!
i got frustrated with dave saturday but then i was like u know what i dont really have a reason to be.. so, i wasn't anymore :) i called him today and talked to him on the phoen for like a half hour, and for the first time in like a week we were back to normal, like not fighting n' stuff like we've been lately. YAY! :)
2 Weeks another CRAZY PARTY! :-D can't wait!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA ON THE 31ST!!!!!!!!! & SHANNON ON THE 1ST!!!!!!!
..AND 5 months for me and Dave on the first too :) <3 i love my babyface