C'est la vie!
So life can suck my balls. I seem to get in the worst and most depressing moods, and the sillest things bring me out of them. This weekend was delightful. Actually pretty much my entire past week has been pretty good. I spent most of it at Jessica's. I guess it helps to have someone else who is at the exact same place in their life. It also helps to have someone else to do nothing with, thusly I don't feel as bad about being so lazy and non productive.
There was a party at Ray Garza's house. Lots of cool and fun people were there. Afterwards I went to hang out with Brody, and Jessica's ex came over to her house, and we ended up having the exact same night, basically. Even though we were apart.
Earlier today I went into church and got some things sorted out. Going to Dallas this weekend, and most likely the weekend after that.
I hate thinking about life plans, but it seems to be all my friends ever talks about lately. I hate thinking about my future because right now it feels like it's going no where. I look at these people and I hear what they say, their plans, their ideas.. but it goes no where. And I do the exact same thing. Or at least I used to. I want to stop talking about what I should do, and instead just do it. I was on the right track with inquiring at some schools. But that's a baby step.
Also, I broke up with the 2nd curly haired boy. It's hard with so far away, but I managed... with a voice message. I am cruel and will probably regret it. I can't imagine how much that might hurt? Well I can because my first "boyfriend" broke up with me through an email.. and that sucked balls. I guess the weirdest thing might be that he takes forever to check messages.. so I imagine in a weeks time I'll be getting a call like "WTF KIM". Oh well!
There was a party at Ray Garza's house. Lots of cool and fun people were there. Afterwards I went to hang out with Brody, and Jessica's ex came over to her house, and we ended up having the exact same night, basically. Even though we were apart.
Earlier today I went into church and got some things sorted out. Going to Dallas this weekend, and most likely the weekend after that.
I hate thinking about life plans, but it seems to be all my friends ever talks about lately. I hate thinking about my future because right now it feels like it's going no where. I look at these people and I hear what they say, their plans, their ideas.. but it goes no where. And I do the exact same thing. Or at least I used to. I want to stop talking about what I should do, and instead just do it. I was on the right track with inquiring at some schools. But that's a baby step.
Also, I broke up with the 2nd curly haired boy. It's hard with so far away, but I managed... with a voice message. I am cruel and will probably regret it. I can't imagine how much that might hurt? Well I can because my first "boyfriend" broke up with me through an email.. and that sucked balls. I guess the weirdest thing might be that he takes forever to check messages.. so I imagine in a weeks time I'll be getting a call like "WTF KIM". Oh well!