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Today I went through so many emotions that my head hurts. When I woke up this morning to a yelling father and a screaming brother I felt annoyed and fed up, this took place at about 9:30 a.m. I
closed my bedroom door and watched a great movie with Jennifer Lopez in it, it is called "Angel Eyes". It was really sad, so it made me cry in the "It's just so wonderful" kind of way. Then in the middle of the movie my mom came into my room and started asking me all these questions about God knows what and when I told her that I was TRYING to watch a movie, she got pissed off at me and left.
So after she left my "It's just so wonderful" tears turned into anger tears. I don't know what happend, I mean one minute I'm lying on my bed watching a cute movie and the next I'm throwing everything around my room. I threw anything I could get my hands on. I was so angry, I don't know why but I was and I just wanted to break something.
So then after my tantrom and the movie ended I relized that it was 11:00 ish and my friends hadn't called to see if I wanted to go play tennis. They had said they would call and we would go play for a bit in the morning. So at 11:00 ish, I felt really low because I felt like my friends had just forgotten about me. I was pretty low.
Then the movie Enough came on and that movie is so, "Chicks Rule" kind of movie so that got me motivated to take the World by the balls and go for it. So a very disgusting me took a shower and got dressed in nice clothes. I was in the difficult stage of putting make up on when my cell rang and it was my friend Maritsa, she wanted to know if I wanted to go to a very big mall with her and our friend Nicole. At first I was reluctant, but then I relized that they hadn't forgotten about me they had just been trying to make other plans. So while I was talking to Maritsa I felt so stupid. I mean how could I have thought that my best friends had forgotten about me?
So anyway I got ready for the mall and went down the stairs to wait for Maritsa's mom to pick me up. So while I waited I watched the end of Enough in the family room with my mom who of course made me so mad. But then like a princess on a white horse Maritsa came and took me away. So between the hours of 2:00 p.m and 10:00 p.m I was in heaven. I had the best time with my friends, I laughed so hard at Maritsa's brother. He is so fun. So yeah those hours were great I loved it, I was so free of everything. I mean everything that I had been mad about and everything I had been worried about just disappeared at the mall.
Then I came home at about 10:30 ish p.m and my mom told me that she had gotten me Coldstone. So then I felt really bad, I mean I had been so mean to my mom and here she was getting me ice cream while I was out with my friends. Oh yeah and also I spent a lot of money at the mall and none of it was mine, I charged it all, and when I told my parents they just shrugged and said "Did you have fun?" I mean my parents did not even care that I spent more than 200 dollars in one day, on a credit card attached to their accounts! I was like SCORE! I was really happy and then that happiness turned to humbling.
I mean I can't believe what a stupid teenager I am. I always snap at my parents and hate them and scream at them, but then in the end, like every teen, I felt lucky to have such great parents.
so yeah.....okay enough of my deep thoughts...lol...bet u didn't think i had any...anyway....JACI WHAT HAPPEND!!!!!!!! IF YOU TWO BOYS (U KNOW WHO U ARE) READ THIS.....i hope you totally got back at jaci! LOLOLOLOL! xoxox sry jaci...j.k.j.k! xoxo I love u