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Im just gonna spell it out so everyone can fuckin see it! I AM NOT SATANIC! I AM NOT! I REFUSE TO BE. Thank you Katie for your help! though you may not know it you helped alot as i am sure of myself now where before i was very vague. I am not Satanic nor am i Christian. I am Travis and i have my own beliefs which are all mine. I never fully understood satanism nor did i fully understand chrsitianity and if i ever said that i was one or the other then that was a lie. I probably said such a thing to please some one or find an easy way out to shutup some one up i may share views of both beliefs but i also have views that are unique to myslef and that create me. No book shapes me no writings shape only my virtues! My lyrics really have no place in my heart i write them to write them. What i do hold in my heart and close to me is the music itself. the music i hold close where as the lyrics simply go with it. once again i am admitting my shameful defeat! sorry i am not a complete human nor am i a complete Musician. I will always be held back by these unsettling events...and i know a few people at school who are gonna rip my ass for not truly understanding...mainly Brice because he gets on ppl for everything and quite frankly im sick of it FUCK IT! SORRY I NEVER UNDERSTOOD MYSELF TILL TONIGHT! GET OVER IT ITS DONE I NOW KNOW WHO I AM WHAT I AM AND WHY I AM! im sorry my beliefs aren't the same as oyurs or if they speak the complete opposite of yours...their are my beliefs and they shape me they are who i am...I call is NuTraviaism! BAM BAM TAKE THAT! in other news the girl i like...well i dont think its gonna happen shes not interested...or maybe im not moving it along enough...i need to just tell her! she even lives in the same state and city for gods sake lol! wow jumping from one statement to the next!
Travis