Edward's Alive!?
I've been reading through a lot of my old live journal entries tonight. The long and short of it is that I miss everyone, and not because I'm in California, but rather because we've drifted. I don't feel connected to the same people who, throughout my sophomore year, I considered some of my best friends. I haven't properly seen Becca, Zac, Vivian, Anna, or June for over almost a year (I found out that June WAS in OAKLAND, literately THE NEXT TOWN OVER!!!). Others, like Lizm, Richard, Vic, and Julianna, I feel like I've only put a trifling effort to stay in contact with. And I feel myself drifting from Tarplon, Laura, and Baxter. This time last year I saw them three times a week.
I had a "profound" night with Austin. We were on the rocks for the past few days but I think that we worked it out. I'm back the morning of the 21st and I hope to see everyone I mentioned before school begins. I don't have the energy to get into an entry about Austin. Needless to say I have mixed feelings about coming back to the East Coast.
I've found myself adding more names as I wrote this entry. I feel horrid for not remembering the people when I first started writing it.
We'll see if this starts a trend of me updating this thing again. An outlet would be nice.
Edward
I had a "profound" night with Austin. We were on the rocks for the past few days but I think that we worked it out. I'm back the morning of the 21st and I hope to see everyone I mentioned before school begins. I don't have the energy to get into an entry about Austin. Needless to say I have mixed feelings about coming back to the East Coast.
I've found myself adding more names as I wrote this entry. I feel horrid for not remembering the people when I first started writing it.
We'll see if this starts a trend of me updating this thing again. An outlet would be nice.
Edward