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I cried this morning.
I'm so stressed about EVERYTHING and I really don't even know what the hell's going on...AHHH! This is very hard. Very, very hard. Life, I mean.
All right, so I need to finish ALL my college apps this weekend. It just needs to be done; maybe I can sleep then.
But I was really crying because Nicholas' birthday is next Friday. Totally didn't realize until today, and it made me see how fucking selfish I am. He'd be turning seven.
I miss him more than I can even put into words. Seriously.
I'm so stressed about EVERYTHING and I really don't even know what the hell's going on...AHHH! This is very hard. Very, very hard. Life, I mean.
All right, so I need to finish ALL my college apps this weekend. It just needs to be done; maybe I can sleep then.
But I was really crying because Nicholas' birthday is next Friday. Totally didn't realize until today, and it made me see how fucking selfish I am. He'd be turning seven.
I miss him more than I can even put into words. Seriously.