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here it is. not goin to college. don't know if it was in store for me to go. when a guy second guess's what hes doin. means hes gonna start thinkin. more than normal. in my case thats a lot. don't think spendin 22 grand for 2 years of school is quite worth it to me. i'd rather say home and make more than that much in 2 years. be that much closer to movin into my own place than auctally goin to school. never really liked the idea of school even when i was in it. still don't. its not for everyone. you don't need to successful in life. so i'll do that for now. see where it takes me.lately well for the past month or two all thats been done is lots of workin and bein at home. rarely he leaves the house. evryones had and been doin there own thing. i'll live. get out eventually. not everyone can be out doin what they want all the time right? no one to talk to. when you do meet cool people they either don't think your cool or they move away. hopefully john finishes up the tattoo soon i want to get that done. you'll have to see it to understand it when its done. the 19th i'm gone for 9 days or so. gettin outa here. goin to see my dad. haven't in i don't know how long. sux to love someone but not really know a damn thing about them. as much as you want them in your life theres always something that restricts that from happenin. lookin to rid myself of the regal and make it my brothers problem. soon enough i'll have a bronco. it will be mine to do what i want with it. as much as gettin up early for work isn't wanted i enjoy it. especially cause i get to work with people that are easy to be around. and don't hate me for the stupid things i do. so its good i think i'll stay there for a while. girls i have none. what the hells up with that. beats the shit outa somethings got to be worng with me. later