aikon
with the way things have been handles and turned out. ohh yea in some ways its awesome. but in others you find yourself with nothing. no one to talk to. no one to see. nobody looks forward to seeing you. rarely it happens. only calls to get are ones late at night when your friends are out havin fun. i like em. theres the occasional call in the middle of the day. answer wonderingthey don't really want to hangout, just need something and they already know before i answer that i can do it. course i don't say i can do it right away cause i'm painting my house that needs to get done pronto. this past year has been quite vague. i don't remember much that happened all the same mostly. remember more before i was dating laura then i do while we were dating. that is no more. i'm happy. only look forward to sundays, thats when wherever you are. you manage to go to church and get to see whoever after. i'm still here