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these next few days are going to be a real test. my father of which i haven't seen in a year is coming to town along with his wife 2 daughters and grandma. its going to be hard to talk to him with the way our relationship is. he can't answer most of the questions i have for him. and always says its ok that i did it to you cause my dad did it to me. just upsets me that he thinks that way. works been crazy hard. about 10 hours a day on top of gettin ready for my bros grad party. its drainin me a ton. still sportin the mohawk. my mom won't help me with shavin my head. i get the job done still. keeps geetin closer to my move out time but yet still haven't even looked any place to go. i really hope it works out.