if you love something set it free.
I am really enjoying Leeds now, it's good fun. I have been out too much and not worked enough but have attempted to make some sort of headway today. Written my first piece of assessed work today which is scary, it goes towards my end of year grade, i know i only have to get 40% but it's still scary!!
I am going to see the Zutons tonight with Trish, should be really good fun. i feel bad as i should be sat in reading Robinson Crusoe, i kind of want to sit in and read too in my comfy tracksuit bottoms and jumper. It's all so comfy and nice, soft and warm, and it's cold here....Apparently, according to the newspapers it's going to be a cold winter, me the poor cold southern girl up in vicious cold leeds!!!
Tim left today, he had come up to visit for 5 days, it was good fun, but things were weird, as soon as he got here i had this overwhelming feeling we weren't meant to be together, that something was wrong. He went home and we agreed that while he is away we will have a break, i just want to curl up in my bed and forget it all,it hurts to think about it. It hurts to miss him and love him so much but to know its not right for us to be together. When he's around i get myself worked up and stressed, i don't feel myself, and i don't feel sexy anymore.
I love him with all my heart and that's why i have had to let him go....