StOp. .CaLaBoRaTe. .aNd LisTeN! LmAo!!
ok so it's like 3 in the morning and randomly i start thinking about fake people. . and it makes me soo mad because one of the things i hate the most is people who are fake! i mean wtf ..do u get satisfaction outta the fact that ur "trying" to be someone else? uhh i mean God made you the way u are for a reason..and if u change who u are it doesn't make sence and it only annoys the fuck outta people like me! ..sorry that was a random thought but i felt like letting it out!
i had a wonderful conversation with vanessa g. one of the many many vanessa's i know! i love her.. and i miss her and she gave me some awesome advice..even though i dont kno if i'm gonna take it because i'm scared! i'm at this point in my life where i'm happy..but i have little things that make me sad at times! like for some reason this person just wont leave my head..sure they've been in the back of my mind for a while but i'd rather have it that way than this non-stop..i cant stop thinking about them thing.. it really sucks and i really wanna tell someone about it but once again i'm scared and i have no idea what to do! and then theres my whole argument with veronica..lets see were kinda at this place where were not really fighting .. but we just dont talk! we talked like what maybe last week.. but i was at a loss for words..really and then dinnertime rolled around and i haven't talked to her since! haha it's funny what food does to a person! lmao! but anyways. . yeah i'm still kinda unsure of what i need to say to her...but i kno there are things that i need to say..but i'm just trying to process those thoughts and yeah so i dunno i haven't been able to say anything! i'm sure things will be okk eventually yyeeaa and that's whats been going on lately..it's like i'm happy..but at the same time i feel like i'm missing something. .but who knows.. all i know is that i'm confused. .about a lot of things!
on a happier note.. i love my friends..and i dont know where i'd be without some of yall..and i miss a bunch of u ..because i only see some of yall at school!! but anyways just wanna let yall kno that i have mad love for yall..no matter what!!
ohhhh Detriot what what?! they made my day..they beat the Lakers!! i'm sooo happy!! Mad Love for the pistons!!
DeTriOT PisToNs 2004 NBA ChaMpiOns!!
xoxo <333 V*HoE!!
-A ToWn DoWn-
i had a wonderful conversation with vanessa g. one of the many many vanessa's i know! i love her.. and i miss her and she gave me some awesome advice..even though i dont kno if i'm gonna take it because i'm scared! i'm at this point in my life where i'm happy..but i have little things that make me sad at times! like for some reason this person just wont leave my head..sure they've been in the back of my mind for a while but i'd rather have it that way than this non-stop..i cant stop thinking about them thing.. it really sucks and i really wanna tell someone about it but once again i'm scared and i have no idea what to do! and then theres my whole argument with veronica..lets see were kinda at this place where were not really fighting .. but we just dont talk! we talked like what maybe last week.. but i was at a loss for words..really and then dinnertime rolled around and i haven't talked to her since! haha it's funny what food does to a person! lmao! but anyways. . yeah i'm still kinda unsure of what i need to say to her...but i kno there are things that i need to say..but i'm just trying to process those thoughts and yeah so i dunno i haven't been able to say anything! i'm sure things will be okk eventually yyeeaa and that's whats been going on lately..it's like i'm happy..but at the same time i feel like i'm missing something. .but who knows.. all i know is that i'm confused. .about a lot of things!
on a happier note.. i love my friends..and i dont know where i'd be without some of yall..and i miss a bunch of u ..because i only see some of yall at school!! but anyways just wanna let yall kno that i have mad love for yall..no matter what!!
ohhhh Detriot what what?! they made my day..they beat the Lakers!! i'm sooo happy!! Mad Love for the pistons!!
DeTriOT PisToNs 2004 NBA ChaMpiOns!!
xoxo <333 V*HoE!!
-A ToWn DoWn-