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Y is he so deep? So everything I want? Why do I feel magnitized to his presence and so scared to feel that way? Why is it so hot that he isnt as jackass as I thought he was? Why is it that I cant have someone that really is like me? So rough on the outside, but on the inside screaming with emotion and love? Why is it that every guy completely fucks me over? Why do I care? More importantly, why is it that the times I dont care, the guy does, and the times I really care, the guy could give two shits? Why am I never good enough for him? Why do I let guys treat me like I dont matter? Do I matter? Does anything I think, say or write even make a difference? If we're all gonna die in the end... why do we make such huge deals out of such small things? WHY CANT I HAVE HIM?
I wish I were a penguin.
I wish I were a penguin.