How could I not do my twin's survey?banzookenJuly 24 2002, 14:19:38 UTC
What is:
lovely? Other people's "inner light" beautiful? My mother. fun? Interacting with my bestfriend, in any way... everything else seems dull in comparison. peaceful? Sleeping while everyone else is up and making noise. exciting? I'm not sure I remember excitement.
scary? Strangers. New people scare me, I dont trust them. shocking? People's ablity to argue everything, with no reason other than to be "right"... this shouldnt shock me. painful? Feeling everyone around you, and knowing that they hurt and knowing you cant help. sad? Realizing that no matter how hard you try everything is going to end anyways. mean? Hurting someone you love out of selfishness.
Re: How could I not do my twin's survey?banzookenJuly 25 2002, 14:22:17 UTC
It is lumpy twin, look at it.
And I am sad... you have no idea. Depression has been seriously fucking with me. And I am having boy troubles. And I have no one to talk to and its not very good.
Re: How could I not do my twin's survey?come_undoneJuly 25 2002, 17:57:02 UTC
i would suggest talking to me, but bah...i'm never around enough. send me an email...sometimes just typing(writing) things out helps. i dunno when i'll get it, but always know that i'm thinking of you. love you twinner!
Re: How could I not do my twin's survey?banzookenJuly 25 2002, 20:49:00 UTC
Thanks twin. But you have a lot going on in your world, you dont need my stuff added to the load.
That being said, as soon as I have the time alone I will sit down and write a very very honest email about my situation for you, to get your thoughts on the matter.
lovely? Other people's "inner light"
beautiful? My mother.
fun? Interacting with my bestfriend, in any way... everything else seems dull in comparison.
peaceful? Sleeping while everyone else is up and making noise.
exciting? I'm not sure I remember excitement.
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scary? Strangers. New people scare me, I dont trust them.
shocking? People's ablity to argue everything, with no reason other than to be "right"... this shouldnt shock me.
painful? Feeling everyone around you, and knowing that they hurt and knowing you cant help.
sad? Realizing that no matter how hard you try everything is going to end anyways.
mean? Hurting someone you love out of selfishness.
I am:happy when? Everyone else is happy ( ... )
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And I am sad... you have no idea. Depression has been seriously fucking with me. And I am having boy troubles. And I have no one to talk to and its not very good.
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But you have a lot going on in your world, you dont need my stuff added to the load.
That being said, as soon as I have the time alone I will sit down and write a very very honest email about my situation for you, to get your thoughts on the matter.
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