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I never update this anymore, no one really does. But I'm sitting at work &bored out of my mind. &over thinking as I always do. I don't even really have anything to say..
Me &Matt broke up again, big surprise. I miss him everyday but thinking about him &the stuff we used to do is happening less &less.. I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing. We're still crazy about eachother &by crazy I mean we're both still crazy, we fight like we are still together. We care about eachother so much, &spent seriously everyday together so it's strange to not be with him ¬ have him in my everyday life.. atleast it is for me. We had nothing in common other than each other so I guess it makes sense we didn't work. Although that never seemed to be a problem. I told him I can't talk to him everyday anymore because it hurts too much. It'll be so weird not even talking to him now, but it needs to happen sooner or later so I told him I needed a couple weeks of space.. We'll see if we can do it. I just miss him.

I see Kayla in a half an hour. thank GODDDDDDDDDDD! we haven't seen eachother at all this week, its not good!