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I can't help but feel like something is wrong with me. I'm so sick of thinking about myself but I really feel like I have nothing going for me. I know it must not be true but after time &time of the same thing there has to be something. I just wish I'd stop liking the wrong guys. I also wish the boys who keep screwing me over would tell me what I did wrong. I'm just so done with everything. I feel like you can't trust anyone. I feel like my best friend &I are slowly getting distant. I love her with all my heart &wish she knew how much she meant to me &how amazing she is. I can't remember the last time I actually felt pretty. It seems like if you're in a big group &you're not all "out there", "flirty" &stuff then you're noone &noone notices you. I wish I wasn't so shy &uncomfortable in those situations but I'm just not comfortable with myself enough to be all like "HEY I'M HERE LOOK AT ME". I wanna feel important &attractive.